brokenheart205's Journal

my life iznt always perfect
-its hard to answer the question "whats wrong" when noting is right.

-you know when ur in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye.

-not all scars show...not all wounds heal...sometimes you cant always see...the pain someone feels

-im goin to smile...like nothing is wrong...im going to talk to everyone...like everything is perfect...im goin to act like its just a dream...and pretend that noting is hurting me

by kuwa / russel.

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: welcome to my life

the concert was so kool. i had so much fun. but the waiting part was so boring........me,shorty,isaac,and mariana staied at skool frm 7:00am-9:00pm.DAMN.. but its kool.we ate pizza. but most of the tyme we were fooling off,playin basketball,or sleeping.lol. i never knew that mii lil brother cud sing so good. it surprised me. he sang the loudest at the concert.even though he started laughing >(DURING THE SOONG)< , he did really good. everyone did. everyone at the concert started cryin so much. it was really sad. especilly when we sang "you raise me up" . my next concert iz in december so iz my performance in dance.damn im nervous. but ill get over it.i hope more people go to the winter concert/performance in december,cause not a lot of people went to the first one. see you all there.......

Current Mood: busy
Current Music: still waiting

this week has been the weridest weekes i had in the longest times.....also mii dad iz leavin on sunday. so dont mind me if i cry on monday or on sunday.it sux he might miss mii first concert. he said he wud go. now he said "he'll try to make it.. i hate this . mii dad never goes to any of mii things. the last time he went to 1 of mii perfomances was in gymnastics.....WEN I WAS 4-5 YRS OLD. thats a freekin long time. so i was excited to kno mii dad cud come to mii concert. but wen i found out that mii dad might not come i didnt really feel like singing at the concert ......................so yea

Current Mood: devious
Current Music: none

rite now im in mii brothers room .... bored to death....... im chillin wit mii bros and mii friend to....
ALTHOUGH MII BROTHER IS NOT HERE...... so yea... its along story on y he's here.... so yesterday was a bad day.
the end

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: none

-its hard to answer the question "whats wrong" when noting is right.

-you know when ur in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye.

-love is like falling down...in the end ur left hurt...scared...and a memory of it forever.

-God made me so small so that i could fit perfectly into ur arms.

-life is a game, never won nor lost...just full of broken hearts and lost dreams.

-not all scars show...not all wounds heal...sometimes you cant always see...the pain someone feels

-im goin to smile...like nothing is wrong...im goind to tawk to everyone...like everything is fect...im goin to act like its just a dream...and pretend that noting is hurting me

-love isnt find the perfect person...its seeing an inperfect person perfectly

-meeting you waz fate, becomming you friend was a choice, but falling for you waz beyonf mai control

by kuwa / russel.

i hope u guys enjoy these quotes as much as i did.. mii kuwa(russle)and his frend thought of them. arent they kool.

ENJOY

Current Mood: high
Current Music: OUT OF CONTROL

DANCE
damn the dance was crazzy....... so many people were there.i had alot of fun. i didnt kno isacc, jose,curtis and clifford cud dance like that. it was fun.i dance wit isacc, jose,curtis and clifford . it was fun. they cud goooooo dooooooown..........damn. im sori to them if they get offended. but SHIT THEY CAN DANCE.............. i never knew that. if u didnt go (which many didnt ) u missed out. everyone shud go to the next dance. the halloween dance.........oOoOoOoOoOoOoO............goooooooooooooooooooooo.....
but then the guy i really wanted to go didnt go...... he said he wud but then he cudnt cause he had to go to another party......that was so sad......

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: hit or miss

hey people,
i hav mii first concert on October 15,2004. u people have to go.........im gona make a fool of mii self.lol. if u people wanna here me sing then go to the concert. any one from miss canale's old class tell me.its important.......... anyone going to the 8th grade dance? cant wait for the dance. im gona dance wit " chips".(if u kno who he is then u kno wat im talkin bout.........)

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: my ameican heart

hey people,
im in choir. its my elective.its ok.im also in dance.crazy, huh? i get to perform in front of mii skool. hope evey one can make it. any one goin to the 8th grde dance? peoples guess wat happened to me mii ex(shaun) still likes me. but he pissed me off so i havent talk to him. also daneil asked me out. werid,huh
all in the same month.wen did skool get so complicated.o well. ill take any advice i can take.but dont call.(fone busted). i m me on mii sn or comment

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: my friends over you

im at mii cuzes house. so yea. kinda broin.......oh yea grounded again.......for wat u may ask.for taking down mii smoke alarm. damn.....the battery died so i took it down to change the battery. i told mii mom to buy me a new battery but then she forgot. and now she blames me....gayness......i bet she wishes dat she cu8d just lock me in mii room and never let me out..... she knos i get off gounding from every where 2day thats y she grouned me.......well wat ever she still cant stop me from being wit mii frends....so ill talk to everyone wen i get home.. l8terz .......

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: headstrong

pissed
damn its hard being an azn teen gurl. f***. mii parents are everywhere. i cant do anything . i hate it. plus i get blamed for everything. they always make up any excues just to keep me home.they probley wish they cud just lock me in mii room until im 50. its so f***in gay. i hate it. but mii friends make it better. im so glad i have friends that will listen to me.
i just wanna say thanx to all you guys. i dont kno wat i wud do wit out u people.i wud of probly of killed myself or somthing eles.

people ive talked to lately:
cassie
thuy
cristina
kristina
keifer
erin
bg
if ur name isnt here then thats ur fault for not talkin to me.

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: until the day i die

yesterday was the last day of 7th grde. lots of ppl were cryin. i took lots of pics. i hugged lots of mii frends also. but ididnt cry. yesterday went by so fast. i cant believe most of mii frend are gonna leave the skool...

bye to all of mii frends

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: the reason

today was ok. i had fun playin wit mii kuyas frends (justin and russle). we played by the pool. we threw pool toys at each other. mii brothers frends ganged up on me. it was alot of fun. JuStIn almost fell in the pool. we all laughed so much. then after we ate ice cream and they kept hitting me wit the long pool floaty thing on mii ass. and mii kuya didnt say anythin. well he wasnt there so never mind. then wen they hit me they kept sayin " naughty gurl" or " bad gurl". then i hit them back then they said " oh yea!! i've been a bad boy, bad boy" then they told me to hit them in the ass wit mii hand. but i knew they were just kiddin...........
ok ttyl ppls l8ter

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: staring at the sun

BYE
yo sup!
mii bros party has been rescheduled. sucky.but its all good. today and this week has been......werid.ima miss all mii frends wen we all go on vacation.its been so much fun this month. ima miss everyone.
this to every one leavin mii skool:
dear people. ima miss all of u guys. y did u people have to leave.but anyways good luck and best wishes.keep in touch.
LUBS people!!!!!!! gonna miss u all

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: way away

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA
o yea and also mii bros b-day is on tuesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA!!!!!!
CANT WAIT TILL I SEE MII LITTLE CUZINS AGEN YEA!!!!!!!

Current Mood: excited

yesterday i saw erin. we talked a while. then he told me that he wanted to slow things down, and that he wanted to start over.i said " ok watever" ya kno. so now were just dating. i dont kno wat to say. i'm not mad but i'm not so depressed either. i'm just like watever.wen he told me it was kind of akward. i didnt kno how to respond to a statement like that.i feel so unemotional. most gurlz that wud here that wud be all cryin and cryin. but me i'm just dead. nothin.mii emotions feel so.........blank................
wat wud u say if that happened to u?

o also i'm gonna save enough money to buy those alstars shoes.give me an idea of wat color i shud get?

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: i'm real

hey peoples , yesterday was crazy. i went to piru creek. the whole hiking trip was in water.when we got to the waterfall me and michelle and we almost drowned.hahaha Mr.mac had ta save michelle. we went swimming in the creek. we had to go swimming in our shoes. it was crazy fun. i'm so sore from yesterday.
and ..........yea.......

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: all down hill from here

friday cudnt of goten any worse.everyone kept tellin me how pissed they were at mii friend. they said that me shory and nosey have until wedness day to tell her. other wise they'll do somethin. wat do i tell her???? if she doesnt change and im still on her side they jump me to. fuck man. wat do i do.????
if u hav an idea tell me. i really need to talk to some one, but who?

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: way away

today was alrite. i got mad at this one gurl. but i just let it go. watever.anyways, today this guy's friend told me he likes me .and it was kind of werid. so....yea. and every time i pass by he smiles, it scares me man. but watever. rite now im talkin to my cuz. hes kool.........k.....laterz.......

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: numb

today was kool, i forgot to write this in mii other
update.watever.mii firend thuy came . we went swimming. it was fun. then we went to the park with B.G.and Kiefer. the park was full so we went to thier house and played basketball.today was a better day then sunday.......k ......laterz.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: (leave)Get out

on sunday i had a bad day.i was supose to go with mii friend to somewhere i forgot.but then mii parents said no at the last min. it was so gay.then i saw mii "friend"( u kno who u r)and i didnt get to talk to him.f***. anyways mii parents started yelling at me again. shit.i got so pissed i started talkin back.i got lucky that i didnt get grounded. at the end of the day i got to talk to mii "friend".he made mii day much better.luv ya for that.
thanx 4 listen .

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: all down hill from here

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